Really?

Wow, have I really missed two days? I missed my run on thursday and my cross-training on friday. It looks so easy on paper to be able to get my workouts in. I am not a morning person so I think I could get my workouts in while McKayla naps but other things always come up. I know I need to commit to waking up early, I just love my sleep. Therein lies my problem, I need to decide what my priority is and if I really want to make this change. You would think it was a no brainer, that I would do whatever it takes to lose this weight, but apparently I'm not motivated enough. What can be done to find my motivation and get me out of my self pity rut?